The Wounded – A New Poem

The wounded stand together now,
For all the wicked world to see.
Waiting there in the reflections
Of what tomorrow cannot be…

Swallow the sweet nepenthe
Let it take all that it wills.
Hope the pain follows the past
As this godly nectar kills,
Each trespass burned so deeply,
Every word spoken in rage,
Each scar that the world has carved
From my skin down to the page.
Looking around they gather
All the fallen and their fight.
Losing all sense of purpose
Here in the cold grip of night.

Swallow the sweet nepenthe
To numb the chaos and pain.
Hope it calms this broken mind
Banishing this sad refrain.
Left behind from subtle torment,
Countless instances of loss,
Buried fires that still burn,
Fading traces of the cross.
Looking around they gather
All the fallen passed the brink.
Lost to the roads that brought us,
To those who bid us all to drink…

The wounded stand together now,
For all the wicked world to see.
Waiting there in the reflections
Of what tomorrow cannot be.
Crushed by the weight of this cruel world,
By the hands which they’re mistreated
And now they all gather and wait
To finally be defeated!

Swallow the sweet nepenthe,
Go on and follow it down.
Vanishing that part of me
That once fought hard to be found.
Crafted from the faint fallout
Left behind by broken ties,
From unforeseen betrayals,
From these disconnects and lies.
Looking around they gather
Moving in to close the ranks.
Bracing for the floodwaters
Now rushing o’er the banks…

The wounded stand together now,
For all the wicked world to see.
Waiting there in the reflections
Of what tomorrow cannot be.
Crushed by the weight of this cruel world,
By the hands which they’re mistreated
Knowing none of them shall be left
Once the waters have receded!

Swallow the sweet nepenthe
Let it take all that it wills.
Hope the pain follows the past,
As the water o’er us stills…

(10/13/11)

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Our constitutions – A New Poem

Voices from the past call out,
As sirens sing songs of alarm.
Protectors raise their fists in rage
Only serving to do us harm…

Time to make amends,
And restitution.
You violated
The constitution.
We shan’t abide these
Brutal solutions
Which leave us bruised and
Our lives in ruins.
We need to trust that
These institutions,
Are not just some kind
Of grand illusions.
Meant to incite fear
And breed confusion.
Chipping away at
Our constitutions.

Voices from the past call out,
As sirens sing songs of alarm.
Protectors raise their fists in rage
Only serving to do us harm…
Reflections of chaos move in,
Making the situation worse.
While we the people suffer blows
Against guarantees of the first!

See the tides turning,
Time to settle scores.
No longer silent
As we’ve been before.
For we’ve seen the ends
These means have in store.
We know this threat lies,
Behind those closed doors.
Up on that hill where
These corporate whores
Buy out our voices
And exploit the poor.
Hear us declaring
We shall take no more.
Our constitutions
Now readied for war!

Voices from the past call out,
As sirens sing songs of alarm.
Protectors raise their fists in rage
Only serving to do us harm…
Reflections of chaos move in,
Making the situation worse.
While we the people suffer blows
Against guarantees of the first!

Time to right these wrongs,
To set records straight.
You thought we’d shatter
But it’s far too late.
Our will’s resolved now
We know what’s at stake.
We may have bent, yes,
But we did not break.
Now we are the ones
Who will write our fates.
Not just accept those
That you all dictate.
No longer the sheep
You can subjugate,
Our constitutions,
Have altered our gait!

Voices from the past call out,
As sirens sing songs of alarm.
Protectors raise their fists in rage
Only serving to do us harm…
Reflections of chaos move in,
Making the situation worse.
While we the people suffer blows
Against guarantees of the first!

…Hear us declaring
We shall take no more.
Our constitutions
Steadied for this war!

(10/01/11)

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The Poet’s Heart – A New Poem

Cauterize the poet’s heart,
Stop him from bleeding out.
The solace of the page replaced
With panicked fears and doubt.
His pen dipped deep in the well,
Inked there from on his sleeve.
Bled from years of scars retraced
From which he has no reprieve!

One brought the fire…
One brought the pain…
And in the flames,
They lost it all.
As hope expires…
And dreams remain…
They play the game,
Until one falls…

Sate the shadow’s dark hunger,
For wounds the poet bares.
Before his breach cuts far too deep
To ever be repaired.
His eyes hollowed like his soul,
Still drinking in his prey.
Knowing the cost is way too steep,
Still he cannot stay away!

One brought the fire…
One brought the pain…
And in the flames,
They lost it all.
As hope expires…
And dreams remain…
They play the game,
Until one falls…

Cauterize the poet’s heart,
Before the wicked feast.
The pages offer no solace
When written by the beast.
His poisoned quill in the well
Soaking up each drop spilled.
Until all that’s left is malice
From which the poet’s pen’s refilled!

One brought the fire…
One brought the pain…
And in the flames,
They lost it all.
As hope expires…
And dreams remain…
They play the game,
Until one falls…

Sate the shadow’s dark hunger,
For words from the poet.
Each of them having a weakness
Not wanting to show it.
New rules find him unprepared,
Surprising his prey too.
As the fall breaks down into this
Where only one will come through!

One brought the fire…
One brought the pain…
And in the flames,
They lost it all.
As hope expires…
And dreams remain…
They play the game,
Until one falls…

Cauterize the poet’s heart,
Stop him from bleeding out…

(9/27/11)

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The Wonder – New Poetic Prose

Everyday I see people reaching out across the vast electric web that connects the planet, speaking of the wonder…
That remarkable perspective that is vibrantly ringing with the joy and the cosmic laughter of awe.
Looking at the world around us and simply marveling at every turn over its nature interacting with our own.
Energies twisting together in harmonious waves of connectivity…
Meaning exuding from every discernible and detectable shift…
And I admit to no small amount of jealousy at this.
I see others lashing and laughing out, but that’s never been my route…not along this path anyway.
Even though I am known and have been known to stray that way a time or two.
Who am I to mock or deny this enviable view?…especially when I long for it myself.
It seems like such a beautiful way to see the world…

Everyday I look out at this world from my guarded and gilded tower and I see the world somewhat differently.
I see the scars stretching across its wondrous face, carved deep into its surface.
Rooted in our failures and destructive tendencies.
I see its delicately constructed balances being tipped out of its favor…and out of our own. No matter how we try to deny the science to make lies of the truth.
I see the needless suffering inflicted upon so many of its inhabitants for gluttony…for pride…for greed…for the power-hungry yearning to break the free.
I no longer see the wonder…just the rape, pillage and plunder…

How can I appreciate the tides, knowing how toxic they have become through our interference and indifference?
Their movements guided by the majesty of the moon…once a poem of nature that enthralled this young boy’s mind…eroded like the beaches cut by their corrosive ebb and flow.
How can I appreciate the once majestic landscapes, seeing how the infection of humanity has spread across them with our unforgiving steel and concrete structures?
The world’s lush and living skin spoiled by our encroaching conveniences.
Choking out the serene and calm as the hurried and stressed foundations are implanted.
Each city a leviathan of anxiety, fear and desperation pulsing through its grid of metal and asphalt appendages.
How can I appreciate the wonder, knowing that our prideful and chaotic ways have given this magnificent aspect of our world a shelf-life? An expiration date.
Best if used by…

Everyday I see people reaching out across the vast electric web that connects the planet, speaking of the wonder…and all I can do is wonder when their words will all be coming in the past tense.

(9/26/11)

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Hip, hip, hypocrisy! – A New Poem

Let’s have three cheers for hypocrisy,
The religion of our democracy.
This altar we built arrogantly
At which we worship so aggressively,
Is now the symbol of our unity
Of our fragile, frightened community!

Hip, hip, hypocrisy!
Let us praise this mess.
This aristocracy,
Just looking to oppress!

Let’s have three cheers for hypocrisy,
The religion of our democracy.
This altar of our cruel piety,
Is actually breaking our society,
And as the tables turn so tritely
The masses all burn quietly!

Hip, hip, hypocrisy!
Let us stop this mess.
This aristocracy,
It must be suppressed!

Let’s have three cheers for hypocrisy,
The religion of our democracy.
Built on consumerist policies
Rife with racial inequalities
And elitist inconsistencies,
Enslaving through these hierarchies!

Hip, hip, hypocrisy!
Let this point be stressed…
This aristocracy,
Is seeking to oppress!

Let’s have three cheers for hypocrisy,
The religion of our democracy…

(9/25/11)

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Steady Sheets – A New Poem

The rain falls down
In steady sheets…
Here where my past
And present meets.
Upon a verse
From yesteryear
A new chapter
Becomes clear!

Floodwaters move in quickly,
An unexpected tide.
Washing chaos underfoot
Interrupting my stride.
The shadow stands before me,
Like he has in the past.
Taunting me with his darkness
Stretched there across my path.
One more dance with my darkside
Before the journey’s end.
One more chance to sink under,
These dark waters again…

The rain falls down
In steady sheets…
Places to go,
And fates to meet…

Floodwaters move in quickly,
An unexpected tide.
Chaos’ waves overwhelm
Igniting rage inside.
The shadow feels victory
In the times I’m undone.
Taunting me with this visage
Of what I could become.
One more dance with my darkside
As the rain still comes down.
One more chance to sink under
Here where the lost are found…

The rain falls down
In steady sheets…
Fates are chosen,
There in the streets…

Floodwaters move in quickly,
An unexpected tide.
Chaos’ twist turns deadly
Leaving no place to hide.
The shadow moves in boldly
The moment nearly his.
Still I know if I succumb
I become all he is.
One more dance with my darkside
As I reach for this pen,
One more chance to sink under…
To be whole once again.

The rain falls down
In steady sheets…
Here where my past
And present meets.
Upon a verse
From yesteryear
A new chapter
Becomes clear!

Floodwaters move in quickly,
An unexpected tide…

(9/17/11)

This is the revisitation of a piece I wrote once upon a time in high school. It’s a all a cycle, people. The days of rain we’ve had recently in CO inspired this rewrite down memory lane.

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The Wish – First Micro-Fiction Submission Published in Gag Me With A…#3

So not long ago I submitted a piece of micro-fiction to an awesome lit comp zine called Gag Me With A… for their newly released third issue! This was the first time I had submitted a piece to another zine, and I was really excited when it was accepted (with enough praise to redden my cheeks for weeks, I might add). Though I must admit there was not much surprise that it got in.

This is not ego speaking, it was a matter of having already submitted two other pieces that Deirdree (the creator) raved over, but couldn’t use due to theme conflicts (it was a winter piece and the summer issue of the zine) or because of size limitations (a lengthy poem I submitted next that fit the theme but couldn’t be contained on the max number of pages allotted per submission). So she was really disappointed that had to reject the other submissions, and asked if I might be able to come up with a third. This dark little ember was born…

Dylan raised the cigarette to his sun chapped lips. As his rough calloused thumb ran along the jagged teeth of the thumbwheel and the flint sparked life into the fumes from his Zippo, he took a long overdue breath to relax his over-excited nerves. He always needed a cigarette afterwards to settle him back down. Tether him to the earth, as it were.

Traditions, he thinks to himself as the toxic smoke pools in his lungs, waiting for the exhalation to come. Seconds pass as Dylan soaks in the summer sun and the calming chemical interlopers from the smoke holding tight in his chest. As he exhales he reaches into the tall patches of field grass breaking off a small dandelion from it’s roots and holding it up to examine it’s numerous seeds waiting with their make-shift parachutes to be given flight by the summer breeze. He takes another drag off his cigarette as a subtle grin pulls across his face.

He closes his eyes gently as his wish works its way through his mind before he exhales the smoke, blowing the dandelion seeds free from their keep and into the air. His eyes open to see one solitary seedling holding on tightly for dear life, rendering his wish completely useless. He sighs as the smile slowly fades into a light bite of his lip as Dylan nods in understanding at the fate of his wish.

Read the full piece here or contact Deirdree to get a copy of the newly released zine.

As I mentioned, I am really excited to be included in such a eclectic mix of talented writers, and encourage everyone to check out any issues of Gag Me With A… that you can get your hands on! Not just issue three, but if you can grab either of the first two, I totally recommend picking those up as well.

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Printaissance Issue #4 : The Fall of the American Empire

After a rather trying summer, with all of the headlines reporting instance after instance of our continuing fall from grace as a country and supposed world leader. My Angry Hippie side was on overdrive as my eyes poured over pages upon pages of horribly aggravating stories that indicated one thing in my mind…the fall was coming. Not like Fall, you know follows summer, precedes Winter. But like the fall. This ‘empire’ with its arrogance and destructive ways has been digging its own grave for years. The question now becomes, is it too late to get ourselves out of the hole? Printaissance #4 may be able to answer that…


Cover of Printaissance #4 released August 2011

The fourth issue is a socio-political lit zine which uses historical accounts, modern day headlines, poetry, angry hippie insights and more to compile this ranty look at the parallels in the fall of Rome and the looming fall of the ‘American’ Empire. It is titled The Fall of the American Empire as a foreshadowing, and foreboding, hint at this possible future that it seems the United States is barreling towards. This issue is certainly an opinionated romp through the darker side of our country and is not for the faint of heart.

Issue 4 (41 half page pages / available for trade)

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While on the Road to Galilee – New Poem

While on the road to Galilee
I met a man who couldn’t see.
He simply sat there in the rain
No words to fill his lost refrain.
And so I sat across from him,
His lips pulled slightly to a grin.
As my look bent in confusion,
It seemed my presence amused him…

There on the road to Galilee,
The man, he opened up to me.
Feeling questions, I’d dare not ask,
He spoke of all lost to the past.
And as I sat across from him,
I saw the years peel back his grin.
As birds soared free above our heads,
This man lamented o’er the dead…

His lips never moved,
For his voice, it was broken.
So he borrowed mine
As his full tale was spoken.

There on the road to Galilee,
This man he sat there patiently,
Where the blood of so many spilled,
Where so many dreams had been killed.
Staring at the lands they’d stolen,
Til his sight was fogged and frozen.
Waiting for a kindred spirit,
He’d feel if ever he’d near it…

His eyes never blinked
As he looked out at the land.
Using mine to see
So that I might understand.

While on the road to Galilee,
For decades washed under the sea,
Few passers-by would stop and share,
With this weathered form waiting there.
Each one taking a piece with them,
Until they’re all that’s left of him.
And when he’d nothing left to say,
He turned to dust and blew away…

His smile had returned
Just before he was released.
His watch was passed on,
Giving him a sense of peace.

There on the road to Galilee,
I watch o’er the land patiently…

(8/7/11)

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Zero Hour : Printaissance 24hr. Zine Thing 2011

This year Persephone and I both decided to participate in the 24hr. Zine Thing project and create a quarter sized, 24 page zine from concept to completion in twenty four hours (or less). Zero Hour, is the end result of my efforts. This special edition of Printaissance is now available for trade!

Zero Hour is unlike the other issues of Printaissance in some very key ways, while remaining true to some of the style and format that has made Printaissance so popular among ones of readers. A very random mix of rants, musings, poems, Dr. Who trivia/game and oh so much more that all came together in under 24 to meet the deadline for the 24hr. Zine Thing 2011. Just like all Printaissance issues there is a two page ‘centerfold’, this one contains a timeline of the construction of the zine itself. Overall, it is a very eclectic sort of issue. Both personal and political. Poetic and playful.

Zero Hour (24 Quarter-Sized Pages / Available for Trade)

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